"We're meant to be but not yet."

Featured Song Info

This page is a collection of some of my favorite songs, for your listening pleasure! Not updated with any regularity. The links below will bring you directly to each entry! Additionally, at the bottom is a display of my most recently scrobbled songs on lastfm!

This page is a collection of some of my favorite songs, for your listening pleasure! It will not be updated regularly, I tried that at first and failed miserably LOL. The time between entries could be anywhere from a day to a month. On the occasions when I AM actively coding, I try not to update the song more than once a day, but two days in a row is a possibility! As each new song is added, a corresponding link will appear right below this paragraph so that you can navigate directly to it without scrolling (although it is more useful for navigating to older entries, the newest song is always right at the top). At the very bottom is a display of my most recent scrobbles on lastfm!

featured song number eleven!

But Not Kiss by Faye Webster

posted 08/02/2024
my friend saw faye webster in concert a few months ago and sent me a playlist of recommendations ^_^ now in a few months my cousin is going 2 be seeing her so i've been trying 2 get a feel 4 her sound. the more i listen the more i like it, tho its much more similar 2 my middle school tastes than current tastes. i think this song is from her newest album? it is the first on the rec playlist my friend sent me so its what ive heard the most, i also like Thinking About You which is maybe from the same album :3
my fave line:
I want to see you in my dreams but then forget/We're meant to be but not yet/You're all that I have but can't get

featured song number ten!

Liza Forever Minnelli by The Mountain Goats
posted 12/07/2023

hello music page! i have been listening to All Eternals Deck a lot recently and i really enjoy this song. they played it at the show i went to which was awesome ^-^ speaking of the mountain goats, i just found out yesterday that Jenny from Thebes came out in October, i haven't listened to all of it yet but now that i know it is out i am super excited!! my birthday is soon so i'll probably spend some money to get it on vinyl and get the flac from bandcamp ^-^!!
my fave line:
Regrind the lens again and again and again and again/But still the picture flips/Anyone here mentions "Hotel California" dies before/The first line clears his lips

featured song number nine!

Dead Man's Party by Oingo Boingo
posted 10/05/2023

happy halloween month!!! spooky silly song time!!!! i haven't listened to very much oingo boingo but i do like this song and weird science ^-^
my fave line:
"I was struck by lighting, walkin' down the street/I was hit by something last night in my sleep/It's a dead man's party, who could ask for more/Everybody's comin', leave your body at the door/Leave your body and soul at the door"

featured song number eight!

Moab by Conor Oberst
posted 7/21/2023


this song was recommended to me by a supernatural blogger on tumblr (shoutout to the amv made by user suncaptor!) and i REALLY like it. i really like the whole album, and i am looking forward to listening to more! did you know that Conor Oberst was in Bright Eyes? i had nooo idea until recently. at some point ill probably put a song of theirs up here, but first i'll listen 2 more! this song's sentiment is soooo real and i hope all of u enjoy it as much as i have!
my fave line
"See those headlights coming towards us/That's someone going back/To a town they said they'd never, yeah, they swore it on their life/But you can't break out of a circle/That you never knew you were in"

featured song number seven!

American Teenager by Ethel Cain
posted 7/10/2023


its been a while since i posted a song, oops. i discovered Ethel Cain a month or two ago and i LOVE her music so much oh em gee... and while this song is the most easily listenable to me, i feel like you should really listen to the whole Preacher's Daughter album for the context. i LOVE you music about religious + family trauma i LOVE you contemporary southern gothic...
my fave line
"The neighbor's brother came home in a box/But he wanted to go, so maybe it was his fault/Another red heart taken by the American dream"

featured song number six!

The Pi Song (100 Digits of π) by AsapSCIENCE
posted 3/14/2023


i loved this song in middle school, and i actually had a webtoon themed around pi and tau days. i memorized this song too! best song evar!!!!! umm that is all ^-^ enjoy the song and happy pi day!! eat some yummy pie!!
my fave line:
ALL OF THEM!!!

featured song number five!

Loveology by Regina Spektor
posted 2/13/2023


in honor of valentines day tomorrow im posting this song! its the first regina spektor song i ever listened to, i think a supernatural blogger on tumblr reccommended it to me (and all their other followers lol) in a post ^-^ i own a record that has this song on it now! i need to listen 2 more regina spektor tho i only know a few songs ^-^ umm when it first got reccommended to me this song wasnt on spotify but it is now so yippee!! wahoo!! happy valentines day everyone make sure to buy a card so the industry is happy i guess ^-^
my fave line:
"Oh, an incurable humanist you are..."

featured song number four!

Love, Lust and Pixie Dust by Amy Can Flyy
posted 1/22/23


keeping up the pattern of two songs per month with a few months in between! THIS song was a huge part of my childhood. my cousin liked Amy Can Flyy and i thought she was the coolest in the world (she still is!!) so when i came home from visiting her i found this song she had played and i listened to it ALL the time. now i've listened to other Amy Can Flyy songs, but i only listened to this one back then and it will always hold a special place in my heart. by the way btw does anyone know what happened 2 Amy Can Flyy? from what i remember researching in middle school it seemed like they stopped performing after getting arrested but LOL i have no idea if that is true or if i am remembering something i read wrong. ANYWAYS hope u like this song bc i sure do!!
my fave line:
"I am going to do everything I always wanted/I have nothing to prove so you don't have to understand it"

featured song number three!

All We Have Is Now by The Flaming Lips
posted 1/1/23


first featured song in a while! this one was the only song i felt i could post for new years although the message is sadder than i would like haha, avid twansgendew fans will know that i actually referenced this song in my first journal/update log post on the site! i like it a lot a lot it is from the only Flaming Lips album i really know (Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots) and despite the sad message it has always been a kind of comforting song 2 me. like maybe we were never meant to be part of the future bc as soon as we get there it is no longer the future but the present, did u ever think of THAT The Flaming Lips!? anyways its a nice song and everyone should listen to it forEVER!!! ^-^
my fave line:
"He was me from a dimension torn free/Of the future//"We're not gonna make it"/He explained how the end will come/You and me were never meant to be/Part of the future//All we have is now/All we've ever had is now"

featured song number two!

Up the Wolves by The Mountain Goats
posted 10/10/2022


apperently if youve watched The Walking Dead, specifically season four, you might have heard this song! i have not watched The Walking Dead, but i have watched The Mountain Goats live, and i would gladly drop everything to go see them again if the opportunity were to arise. this certainly wont be the last you'll see of tmg on this list, not by far, and i hope you'll enjoy every one of their songs that i plan to share with you!
my fave line:
"I'm gonna get myself in fighting trim/Scope out every angle of unfair advantage/I'm gonna bribe the officials, I'm gonna kill all the judges/It's gonna take you people years to recover from all of the damage!"

featured song number one!

Delicate, Petite, & Other Things I'll Never Be by Against Me!
posted 10/8/2022


Against Me! is one of my all time favorite bands, my first song was either true trans soul rebel OR transgender dysphoria blues and i WAS going to choose ttsr (or haunting, haunted, haunts. i knew it was gonna b an against me! song) to get the honor of 1st featured song, but i decided to choose this one bc.. well, i really really like it! ^-^ and i hope you enjoy it too!!
my fave line:
"I'm still waiting for the visions/Possession has yet to take hold of me/We all want to burn on a pyre/So tell me what kind of witch are you?"